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Madame
Sarah Choo aka sotong
Born on 1st Nov
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sarah_choo_111@hotmail.com

Loves: friends&family, music, colours, reading, fashion designing
Dislikes: well just don’t really like people to butt in my life (I meant people who do not know me at all or close to me)

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JianChao
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
@3:34 AM

well actually i wanted to post a blog yesterday but could not as there were some problems with the surfer, well somehow or another. anyway just wanna thank those people who asked whether i was alright after the previos post i blogged.. well and also sorry to scare you if you thought that i wasn't alright or what.. anyway thanks for your concern and really i am alright it was just a little frustration that i felt and well after thrashing everything out i felt so much more better.. well who don't have frustration right, i was just venting out everything..

well now what can i write about.. now in everything i do i just wanna trust and put my faith in God especially when O'levels is just around the corner which i am sort of worried as i do not feel any stress or motivation to study.. i am really trying very hard to concentrate and get back my motivation.. it really set me in an awe about how different i was from sec 1 to now sec 4.. i used to be a girl who would score well in my subjects getting As and that fighting and competitive spirit i had just kept driving me to get better results everytime.. at that time nothing was impossible and i would just finished up all the homworks and practices i had to.. well now i am just someone who findsno motivation in studying and would just settle for designing clothes and JUST DESIGNING CLOTHES.. the passion and inspiration just kept running and flowing.. but HEY! i was supposed to be concentrating on my O'levels.. so now by hook or by crook i will really have to push myself for this LAST LAP! i have to count on God and aso not forgetting putting in the effort because faith without works is dead so i will have to do my part and God will do His part.. yeap... haha.. see you guys.. all the best for those having O'levels and for those whose exams are over well GOOD FOR YOU and enjoy your holidays!

Merci poure, le triste

Saturday, October 07, 2006
@2:10 AM

well this post that im going to blog is going to be super contradicting to the previous one.. for a moment i was so in love with this guy but now suddenly everything is so opposite.. with all the reality smashing me at one go i realized how different the two of us were.. our thinking and everything.. the way we view things in life.. so finally on saturday 2Am i finally broke up with this guy.. i don't know why but all of a sudden i felt very stranger towards him and felt like moving away.. i was surprise with my sudden change but maybe this just isn't the right guy for me.. i still have a long way to go in life.. though i thought to myself that differences are just minor problems and i could just give in to him everytime and just go his way living myself a miserable thrash.. i thought i could do it but i still could not do it.. i can't stand feeling so miserable everytime.. the things i do are totally opposite from my thinking and my will. though yes a relationship is about giving in but if one is not giving in happily, miserably, then where is the joy of giving.. though he can say he is willing to change his thinking and give in to me but looking at him suffer will just make me suffer too.. what will this relationship benefit me to? though yes i agree that this relationship did bring a bliss of happiness to my life and many wonderful memories, it brought along a lot more misery to my life too.. all i could do was to cry to myself and feel desperate.. he is a very good boyfriend but maybe just not for me.. this relationship made me realized that i really have to understand a person better before getting into a relationship or maybe im just not a good girlfriend.. im too wild and open.. im a freedom person.. i cannot be caged or tied down.. but afterall breaking up might be the best option so that both party need not feel miserable anymore.. another broken relationship again.. i've hurt another person again.. i really didn't mean to hurt him.. i thought that this would last but somehow things turned out otherwise.. maybe he is just not the guy for me.. i just wish him all the best for his O levels.. i know that it wasn't the good time to do it but it will surely not benefit the both of us.. however i didn't regret making any decisions.. i'll still keep those wonderful memories..

Merci poure, le triste