Thursday, October 19, 2006
@3:34 AM
well actually i wanted to post a blog yesterday but could not as there were some problems with the surfer, well somehow or another. anyway just wanna thank those people who asked whether i was alright after the previos post i blogged.. well and also sorry to scare you if you thought that i wasn't alright or what.. anyway thanks for your concern and really i am alright it was just a little frustration that i felt and well after thrashing everything out i felt so much more better.. well who don't have frustration right, i was just venting out everything..
well now what can i write about.. now in everything i do i just wanna trust and put my faith in God especially when O'levels is just around the corner which i am sort of worried as i do not feel any stress or motivation to study.. i am really trying very hard to concentrate and get back my motivation.. it really set me in an awe about how different i was from sec 1 to now sec 4.. i used to be a girl who would score well in my subjects getting As and that fighting and competitive spirit i had just kept driving me to get better results everytime.. at that time nothing was impossible and i would just finished up all the homworks and practices i had to.. well now i am just someone who findsno motivation in studying and would just settle for designing clothes and JUST DESIGNING CLOTHES.. the passion and inspiration just kept running and flowing.. but HEY! i was supposed to be concentrating on my O'levels.. so now by hook or by crook i will really have to push myself for this LAST LAP! i have to count on God and aso not forgetting putting in the effort because faith without works is dead so i will have to do my part and God will do His part.. yeap... haha.. see you guys.. all the best for those having O'levels and for those whose exams are over well GOOD FOR YOU and enjoy your holidays!