Saturday, October 08, 2005
@11:09 PM
I love your presence, God!
Actually today i felt sad and dissapointed over somethings wen i gt home todae. At first i asked myself why is things like this always happenin to me while then i realise that devil is always throwin problems at me AND it's always the same old thing. I mean dun he ever feel sick bout doin the same old thing? But the problem is everytime wen he throw such problems, the level gets higher and higher. BUT no matter how hard the problem is i still can overcome it. BECUZ im an overcomer whenever im wif GOD. While after being attacked by the devil i feel that actualie GOD is always by my side, as in i can feel and testify that he is REAL. It's like im able to feel him everydae just by my side, esp wen im feelin down and weak. It's just like he is living in me! That is a great feelin and i feel that this is the kind of feelin that every chirstian believer should haf and experience! It's a great feelin. YEAH!
MY QUIET TIME
I did my quiet time just now, i felt the presence of god faling down on me. It was different. Somehow it seems to be stronger and it made me feel much more better. As just now i was sort of hurt, i went to God for comfort. It wasnt easy for me, cuz I realie felt the devil attackin the same hurt that i felt before. But all thanks to God, there was a hurt a need in me and he met it. He comforted me like a friend and it was as though i was in the arms of my loved ones. But this arms were better than the arms of theirs as it was a kind of unconditional love that no one could ever provide me with. This made me realised that God can never ever be replaced by anyone NOT EVEN THE PERSON THAT I LOVED MOST OR LOVED ME THE MOST! It was a kind of love that no one on earth can ever give to me, he was something no one could replace. In the past i always say that god's love is so great and that great but i could not realise feel what kind of love it was. Even if i had, it was only very mild and it stayed for only a short while. BUT after todae i came to realise and felt that actualie God's love is so wonderful and great and REALLY no one can ever replace or take away. But 1 thing i sure know, if you choose not to believe that he has such a great love for you you will nvr get to experience his love. His love is just so great that I just cant explain plainly with words how it is like. Only when you have experienced it then you will know what it is like! Well that's all! :)
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